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[February 18 2009] |
i got my new laptop a few days ago. i like it.
hopefully this week or next i'll beable to get my camera fixed or just get a new one. i miss taking pictures.
i've been looking at places.. i found one i really like it's a town house but i don't know if it's in my budget. katee said she'd wanna move with me but she's not able to right now. so i'll either have to wait to move out or live tight for a couple months. i don't know what i wanna do. but i'm going to see it again & talk to the woman this weekend. so we'll see what happens.
nothing has been happening. i hate having a full time job.. i have no life now. haha. but i have to admit the money is nice!
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[August 27 2008] |
so it's been way too long since i've updated this thing. i've been far too busy working at both my annoying jobs to even think about it.
lucky me i get to put in a 42-50 hour work week & have maybe 5 hours of rest ha, my life blows.
i'm also boyfriendless :-/. i mean, i guess thats kind of a good thing right now seeing i dont have much time to do anything but work & sleep. but i miss just having someone to talk to about little things.
i've also been having a lot of anxiety attacks lately, none major, but still attacks none the less. i feel like i'm spreading myself too thin, but i hope i'm not. the last thing i need is a mental break down. haha.
what makes it worse is i see my friends being so frivolous with their money & here i am pinching every penny just to get by. it's sucks living like that considering i'm only 20. but i'm over it. i need to get my debt way down, so i just have to suck it up for maybe 1 or 2 years.
i just wish my parents of all people would understand but they've never been in debt, so i feel like they look down on me. & i hate how they're making me do it on my own. they complain about the way i live but refuse to throw me a bone. "you got yourself into this mess, you can surely get yourself out." - the same thing i've been hearing all my life. but honestly if your child was about 22k in legitimate debt & struggling to keep their head above water & keep a semi-normal life wouldn't you at least offer some assistance? it's crap. but it is what it is.
i think i just need a vacation.
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[March 5 2008] |
"hate the sin, love the sinner"
easier said then done.
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[February 5 2007] |
Superbowl Sunday.
The game was good. The party was better.
But omg the half time show sucked so bad.
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